Update

 its been a while since I posted here. 

My kids and husband are well. The boy is not enjoying lockdown, but there’s not much to be done. 

I was diagnosed in June with cancer of the esophagus, stage IV. I’m determined to be terminal since it has spread to lymph nodes. However, the tumors are shrinking and the doctor cannot find the tumors behind my stomach or in my lymph nodes. I am not a candidate for surgery due to the lymph node spread  

I’m currently receiving chemo, but I haven’t lost all my hair!!

I’m on palliative care as long as I’m able, then will move on to hospice in my own home. 

I’m cancer free still from the breast cancer. 

This really sucks. It’s a blessing and a curse to know that death is near.