One month later..

Today marks one month since I lost my Otis.

I am still so sad to not have him around anymore.

Most of all I am still in shock and stunned that I would bring my 6 year old dog to the vet and not bring him home.

Louie still looks for his buddy and that makes me sad too. And you can just tell by his countenance that he is sad. Louie has started to sometimes be at the door when we arrive home.

I know in time it will get easier but for now I am sad and I miss Otis.

There are a lot of day to day little things that remind me of him, and I know in time these little hurts will fade as well.

We go on, living day to day, missing our friend and buddy.